I fell for it
And fell hard
I won’t ignore it
It’s gone too far
When will I take that one last step?
I’ve been in misery, there’s almost nothing I have left
When will I do this for myself?
It’s been about you for far too long
For far too long
Now I’m finally taking the time
Now I realize that you and I is not what I’ve always wanted
It’s hard to think about the time passed by
I cannot take it cuz I know that I am wasting the best years of my life
I never wished any harm on you
Though I don’t know what you took me for
That doesn’t change what you put me through
Will it keep me from walking out the door?
So far that’s what I’ve been held to
The decision grinds me down to the core
Cuz after what you’ve been known to do
I can’t seem to put myself first anymore