I don't know what I want but I know it's not this
You're all that I see, but it is what is
I don't care where you've gone and I hate to admit
I just want you here by my side
I know what I said by the side of mirror lake
And I'm willing to say that I've made a mistake
I wonder what you really wanted to say to me that night
I wonder what I'd have to say to make things right

You saw right through me
At midnight by the stairwell
Looking back, you know I meant well
Watch this consume me
Just laying in bed at 3AM
On a Thursday night wondering where you've been

I don't what I've gotten myself into
Was I naive to think I could see this through?
Still I'm drawn to you like a moth to a flame
But I hold myself back and I shoulder the blame
We both knew how this would end
But if you're down I'm happy just to pretend it's alright

I looked out the window at the bench outside of Belden
I relived my hesitation; I could've stopped, changed my direction
I'll say I don't dwell on the past while every failure's based on the last
And as much as I do hate this feeling I wouldn't trade these nights for anything

You owe me nothing and
I find myself hoping that we can let this run its course
And press rewind back to September
I let this go too far and I'm sorry
These days the way you used to come to me is all I can remember
I'm not what I used to be

I don't what I've gotten myself into
Was I naive to think I could see this through?
Still I'm drawn to you like a moth to a flame
But I hold myself back and I find myself hoping
We can let this run its course and press rewind back to September
I let this go too far and I'm sorry
These days the way you used to come to me is all I can remember
I'm not what I used to be